I'm weak...

Be warned, this post is random, all over the place and a little crazy...

I feel like screaming! I cannot get back on freaking track with my eating. And I'm beating my head against the wall wondering WHY? Why did I buy the ice cream? Why am I eating more than 1 bowl a night? Why am I sneaking bites of ice cream randomly through out the day? Why did I buy chocolate hearts at the store? I'm so annoyed with myself but I can't stop. Since the New Year I am majorly stressing about going back to work in April. I just feel that I'm already SO super busy, how the heck am I going to fit 8 hours of work, five days a week into my schedule? Seriously? And of course I'm going to miss my boys like crazy! I really really wish I could stay home with them, ugh anyway, I'm going to cry! So, I've been super stressed about that, and what do I do? I eat. I don't smoke, I don't do drugs but I eat.

My name is Christine and I'm addicted to food.

Weigh-in Wednesday - Eating Out

Well this week wasn't so great. I'm down .6lbs so I'm happy about that but obviously I was hoping for a 2lbs loss. I went out for two birthday dinners over the weekend and had quite a few Vodka's with my friend for her birthday, so I guess that's what did it. I'm still a bit surprised because I made really good choices while I was eating out and at home I was as diligent as ever.